Feeling dissatisfied... ...

I have spent the last few weeks struggling with my work environment.  This year has not been nearly as great as an experience as last year.  The group of students, save a few, is so completely different than last years and I know that's part of the problem but not in its entirety.  I am also feeling as though some collegaues aren't held to the same standards as others.

When you feel like a failure

At the moment....no matter which way I turn I am feeling like a failure.  Whether it's our family finances, my spiritual walk with God, my role as a mom and guiding my kids....the list could go on and on.
It's like I never seem to learn any lessons or at least for not long enough.  I just ride the same hamster wheel over and over again.  Looking for something to be different yet it never is.  We are in over our heads when it comes to bills.....and even though there are things contributing to that that are beyond my control....the price of gasoline, groceries etc. there are still things that I have had control over and just really dropped the ball more times than I care to admit.
Seems like I am always looking for some quick fix or some miracle to make things different.  And all I do is fall flat on my face.